My Mind & Heart

I work half a day for a lifetime,
show up crazy ideas when asleep,
Though he never rests for his life,
The battle begins at the crack of dawn..

I am not a bad person entirely,
I work as the situation's desires,
But not as good as him ever,
that he always speaks the truth..

I lie whenever im asked for,
Truth doesnt mean anything to me,
He starts throbbing violently though,
A rush of hot blood runs throughout..

I lose my mind at unreasonable times,  
And the craziness crops up all over,
But he remains calm as always as ever,
I wish i had been like him all through..

I never had felt any emotions,
Though my decisions reflect them,
he feels it from time to time,
and he beats himself much faster..

I know that im always momentary,
but i can take control,when im strong,
i dream often away from the reality,    
being together, we never think alike..