Crazy Engineer

Time of my life

2011-06-16T14:55:00.012+05:30

I entered hell for the first time,

lonely,the word i frequently repeated,

i killed days as the clock ticked ten,

those were my first days in college..

First year passed unusually smooth,

soon started sleeping as the days dawn,

as friends entered my blood and flesh,

it was like entering a new world of love..

Third year was blissful and special,

time when i knew girls do exist,

i was all bright, smiles mouthful,

and i hardly bothered leaving home..

Another year passed,fourth year dawned,

exams were passing by,who cared,

teachers were howling,none bothered,

as the days flew, happiness crippled..

Last few days were blinding our joy,

moment had come,to tear us apart,

For the last time,i hugged my friends,

as i entered hell for the first time again..

The Formidable ones-Street Fighters

2011-01-30T22:21:00.004+05:30

We are not a match to big teams,
unless we played unimaginably well,
but when the sledging starts on us,
a spark arouses,our first gear is on..

They had a strategy,but in vain,
sledging ,can't keep us from fighting,
and that turns catastrophic for them,
the only skill everyone of us possessed..

We make wrong decisions, we lose,
but rely on our unity,only to win,
we win just because of sheer arrogance,
which even the biggest of teams fear..

we play the game fine, but ruthless,
give our lives to it,but take theirs,
when the win seems inevitably strong,
we go for the kill with utter Dominance..

Dedicated to my team members,streetfighters.My best part of college life.

The God's Deadly Weapon

2010-09-11T00:02:00.016+05:30

Hi everyone.This poem is dedicated to the young lads of Haiti island who lost their loved ones in the merciless earthquake which hit them.Let their souls rest in peace.Through this poem,let u all understand the feelings of the Haiti people.

We are from various places,

we talk in different tongues,
we have our own clauses,
but our hearts beat as one..

Differences are easy to make,

relationships are hard to sustain,
empathy on us is all a fake,
as the Gods had no mercy on us..

They say, only love can protect us,
as love is as heavenly as ever,
then we are totally against the Gods,

as they made our homes tremor..

My mom's hug felt so lovely,
she was not alive, to feel it,
as a big boulder fell over her
and i couldn't resist my sea of tears..

We were the happiest souls ever,
as i felt the love,world was mine,
now she lies stubbornly unmoved,
our tears filled with anger and agony..

The Gods created me through her,
destroyed her,just in front of me,
and how much ever the Gods regret,
i shall render no mercy on them..

Now we are resurrected and mighty,

much stronger, powerful than ever,
and next time, we see the Gods,
we dare say,we are ready for anything..

The Shadow

2010-08-29T02:50:00.005+05:30

You crave to fight their battles,
win them, for who never cares,
run behind your love,in shackles,
and you are called 'The shadow'..

For once, the pinnacle is reached,
love gets into a new phase,
and for you,its damn bleached,
as you wont be able to face..

At last,love is at the brink,
and still you would never know,
anytime it might promptly shrink,
and you are called "the shadow"..

Love binds and blinds you forever,
as blind as you are ever,
you never know,your heart is heavy,
as you would wake up never..

And you say, love is blind,
its until you walk in the dark,
and when you find the sun shine,
its your turn now,to call the other..

The 22nd Century

2010-05-05T12:20:00.010+05:30

Your walk makes the birds silent,
My eyes keep watching your feet,
And my body just goes more vibrant,
As i know I'm in love with you...

I gawp at your lips as you talk,
Creates a tune for the beats of my heart,
Your touch feels a thunderbolt's knock,
And i know I'm in love with you...

My vigour was strong to impress you,
It changed my own ways of living altogether,
As i was aware of the changes though,
But i know I'm in love with you..

My efforts dint go in vain at last,
As your living ways changed to my tune,
Love for me grew inside you so fast,
And i knew you would love me always ..

It was easy for me to love you forever
And you started loving me never better,
But excess love made me weary of your talk,
As i felt silly to fall for your walk..

I reckoned your love was not serene,
And sometimes it went beyond my grasp,
So i decided to look back to the beginning,
And my eyes went for your friend's walk.. :P

hottest cloud

2010-04-21T09:29:00.002+05:30

the day was never better,
when u said a hi,
your voice was never sweeter,
when u said goodbye..

i never thought the day would come,
it hurt me,you'll never know why,
when u walked past me without a word,
i felt im just too big to cry..

felt my small heart being so heavy,
as the day was much hotter than ever,
and so the pain grew much severe,
i wish i had been gone forever..

many say clouds just pass by quickly ,
but this one is an exception,
it never moved an inch away from me,
as i was under the hottest cloud forever..

not even a drop of rain above me,
but i felt the drops below my eyes,
i realised they were not drops of rain,
but i knew im just too big to cry ..

Gods must be Crazy

2010-01-14T12:51:00.003+05:30

God created the world with love,
filled the lovely world with brave men,
filled the brave men with adorable brains,
taking pride, from a grave mistake..

god created other creatures too,
the men used their cunning brains,
creatures were forced to extinction,
as they were converted to food and leather..

god created trees, to help men survive,
man's brain became dangerous and guile,
trees were cut for wood and shelter,
and leaves were turned into tobacco pipes ..

brains of men made the gods crazy,
decision was taken to destroy men,
but wondered how they could succeed,
for the reason, men were brilliant indeed..

one of the gods found a way,
decided to create, one more creature,
found to be the most fascinating ones,
as they had the most deceiving appearance..

it worked all well accordingly,
god reckoned, men's brains were liable enough,
though men were craving for the immortal bliss,
and then it all ended soon with just a kiss..:)

Farewell,Adieu

2009-05-03T10:04:00.003+05:30

I always hated to say goodbye,
yet its time to say farewell,
God knows,we shall meet ever again,
always knew this day would come..

Wish to skip this day from my life,
the day when students turn to mentors,
the day everyone expected as a fresher,
as we dint knew it would be this bitter..

smiles and tears all around,
both at the same time hard to come,
still no one knows what those tears meant,
this day we would never forget in our life..

four years time had travelled so fast,
memories of fights,tears,and joy,
the day when sweet memories hurt your heart,
wish i had made no friends in my life..

My School

2009-01-14T15:22:00.005+05:30

My happy days met the end,
heart was out,searching for a friend,
felt the air,i was the lonely soul,
reason for it ,was my new boarding school...

My heart was restless,in need of a company,
the search was on,for a soul if any,
everything there,seemed to find me funny,
and my home,was mountains away from me....

The name of my school,"your home",
but the place seemed to hate me more,
felt the school wasn't worth a dog's home,
till when i knew queer things awaited me...

The next day,the glorious day i awaited,
saw the loveliest lady,god ever created,
my heart skipped a beat,as i was sedated,
at last,my heart felt the other end of the bond..

Then on,place seemed to like me more,
found my each word,making some sense,
i loved the place too,never bored,
each second,my heart beats became so intense..

Rushed to the class,waited for her,
finally she came,in a bright-blue Saree,
her lips moved,golden words were spoken at last,
fortuitously those were "good morning children..!"..

THE HEAVEN

2008-12-08T22:02:00.006+05:30

The place was pitch dark,
sounds of water splashing on the walls,
and i had no space to move,
i was lying there,unmoved..

Was in the same position as ever,
the place was itself my cover,
but then,cant find a better place,
every blood and water covered my face..

I slept the whole day and night,
in spite of not knowing how days look like,
water splashed on my face regularly,
wondered why i could not open my eyes,yet..

My mouth,made no sound,
was like an egg,laid on the ground,
i rarely moved,my bare legs around,
and still my hands were close to my mouth..

The place was just like a heaven,
no other place,was so Divine,
i was kept safe,healthy and fine,
and the time came,stretched my legs for the first time..

At last something hard touched me,
first time i heard myself cry,
and i saw the day,it was very bright,
there i came out,as a new born baby..

THE SIXTH SENSE

2008-12-05T23:31:00.005+05:30

I was walking on a lonely lane,
with not even my shadow behind me,
felt like being isolated from my kind,
and i seemed to be out of my mind..

Saw a figure walking towards me,
i never dared to look at its face,
but unusually it wasn't fearsome,
as i walked and walked and walked..

Queer thoughts ruffled me,
these were all so unusual to me,
used to fear even a stare at me,
but no drop of sweat went down my spine..

I was the brightest in the lane,
but none seemed to be interested in me,
everything seemed to be out of place,
and i felt i wasn't of their race..

Heavy wind seemed to be blowing,
the branches of trees kept waving,
unusually,i dint feel a dust touching,
and i felt it was not worth living..

At last saw a figure of man,at the end of the lane,
i was curious,took my hands to his shoulder,
but there was no response,then i realised why,
that i wasn't walking,but gliding down the lane..

AM I CRAZY??

2008-12-03T23:49:00.002+05:30

drives me crazy,
when am happy,i have a bad day..

drives me crazy,
when i ask for a cat on my b'day,i get a fish..

drives me crazy,
when i get a new raincoat,sun shines brightly..

drives me crazy,
wen i tel my friend a secret ,he tells everyone..

drives me crazy,
when my friend does the nastiest thing,i get into trouble..

drives me crazy,
when i say i love u , u say"i love u too..";)

DREAM

2008-12-03T23:38:00.002+05:30

I scored the first mark,
got a pretty cup,
so everything went on well,
and mom woke me up..

I was the captain of my school team,
won the inter-school cup,
so everything went on well,
and mom woke me up..

I was scaling the mount everest,
reached the top,and showed thumbs-up,
so everything went on well,
and mom woke me up..

I was in the exam hall,full of confidence,
but paper was tough,i knew i would fail,
so nothing went on well,
and i wished teacher had been my mom ..

TRAGEDY OF LOVE

2008-12-03T23:10:00.006+05:30

There was she,leaning on the wall,
full of charms and smiles on her face,
i was at the edge of stairs,about to fall,
and there was she,just staring at me..

There was i,smart little coward,
my body went warm,when i thought of talking to her,
but it was just a thought, din go forward,
and that struck me,i loved her a lot..

Time went by,and i told her never,
made me busy,to keep myself undercover,
and there was i,wimpish than ever,
there was a burning smell,dint know it was my heart..

Another year was made empty as ever,
i grew up courage,went near her,
as she was lovely,told her about my love,
and she replied,just with a smile..

I presumed,smile meant love and care,
then it was easy talking to her,about my love,
but again she smiled or gave a blank stare,
there the lips were pink,sweet and bare..

At last she came out with few words,
but those words weer unclear,unexpected in my life,
and there was the meaning of her smiles,
that there was no element of voice or sound in her life..